trying tumblr again, without the pressure of my real name. still uncomfortably reminds me of my preteen livejournal years. here for the fandom gifs, impulsive outlet, and a place to talk and read about the stuff I've already been reading on tumblr anyway: body issues (fatgirlproblems, disorder eating), gender/sexuality stuff (bisexual/pansexual/queer, femme), crazy people problems (ADD, anxiety, depression, compulsions [tricho/dermatillomania etc]), (un)healthy relationships, (re)(de)pressed creativity. And happy funny things too but I've got more public places for that under my real name.
went off them in May, have barely left the house, have been crying every other day and smoking too much weed since.
and so! i return. took 5mg of cipralex at 11.
and for the last hour or so i’ve been dancin’ around silently mouthing to the bnl, finally ENJOYING music again.
PLACEBO EFFECT, I LOVE YOU.
then again, was also crying and being all I CANNOT GO ON earlier, so, mood swings! all the more reason for my mother to keep asking me if i’m bipolar.
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